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triplewipe45:

hey im going to repost this because i want it on my blog

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let me tell you guys the story of my abuse at the hands of this douchebag (superpsyguy, psyguy) and this douchebag (crikeydave, dave). id appreciate if you didnt bother them or anything for…

HAHA WOW

Like Ian had said, he’d come before a court telling people how he groomed and preyed on underage girls to explain how we’re “bullying” him and “lying” about him.

That’s just kinda been the person he’s always been. If its against me, destroy it(Like the message boards) or guilt them into thinking they’re wrong.

When I was active on the site it always felt like walking on eggshells. For example, I still remember back when I was roughly 16 he asked me what I thought of one of his drawings. I remembering trying to sugarcoat maybe practicing hands or something and he proceeded to get super passive aggressive with me. I believe that conversation ended with my apologizing profusely.

Or that time, like someone else mentioned, he booted off the site WAAAY back in the early 2000s because “he couldn’t host them.” I still remember being in a group chat when he admitted that was bullshit and laughing about it.  He just wanted to trim out people who weren’t as active. That particular event never sat right with me. That was something that could be seen as perfectly reasonable, so why lie about it? So there was no blame directly on you for managing your own site? 

That’s sort of a character trait too. Groom people so when something bad happens or there’s a fallout, NOTHING is possibly his fault.

I had a very painful nervous breakdown in my freshman year of college(I think?) and destroyed a bunch of my old art and comics.  I had my DA ‘hacked’ in hopes to get it banned since I couldn’t deactivate it, removed everything. I wish I remembered all the details that sent me over the edge, but I tend to black out those memories. It was a dark time.

I do remember being hounded pretty persistently be a few individuals on Psy’s behalf, so I 'disappeared.’

Destroyed whatever presence I had. All my art gone. Comics gone. Skype and AIM’s buddy list was gutted.

I always felt guilty to certain people for what I did, because to the people that were nice to me that was a shit thing to do. I reached back out a few times but it just….never sat right with me ever again.

When I left, it was sonic telling dick jokes and “hurrhurr gay” jokes. When I 'came back’ it was “Liz is a bitch!” and the character I saw plastered everywhere was a pink haired woman with large boobs being hypersexualized EVERYWHERE. She didn’t talk either. I didn’t like the environment and since I was away for a few years, I had grown up since then.

When I realized it was an environment I wasn’t comfortable to be in anymore, I just quietly faded away again.

I guess I’m thankful that my then girlfriend and my newer best friend that he HATES acted as deterrents for anything like the above chain to have happened though.

(Source: digxel)