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Sunshine's Mod Blog

Hi, I'm Sunshine. I post my random art/stuff here.
Mainly play FFXIV as Inspector Briardien on Balmung
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Feb 11 '19

Sad ramblings.

Grief is strong tonight. Remembering I’ll never see my dad alive every again just feels like a wound that keeps getting ripped open.  

I miss him so much. 

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  1. askashapeshifter said: &hug;
  2. amuseoffirebane said: /hugs
  3. obabashut said: It does get easier in time, but it always feels like I open a chasm of pain when thinking to long about my mom. We will always miss not having those frank conversations, the best sort of encouragement and laughing together. There are also the “phantoms”. When we hear them in the form of they would say, their favorite fragrance, or when we look in the mirror and see them staring back. I smile a little. “Hi mom. We miss you SO much”.
  4. dennydraws said: It will soon be a year since I lost mine. Yesterday especially hurt so much. Sometimes I feel like my heart will burst open…and I still can’t bring myself to remove his phone number from mine. /hugs!/ Take heart that he is indeed in a better place, I try to remind myself that every day.
  5. this-is-lackluster said: I know the feeling, I was the one who had to take my mother when she went. Not the phone call I wanted, was numb for hours after it. It’s a gap in my life that will never fill, but they’re in a better place now. Take care of yourself.
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