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Asexuality is growing up under the assumption you are a late bloomer, and then the assumption you are broken. Asexuality is learning the word and still being afraid to define yourself as asexual because how can you say you don’t feel something you don’t even understand. Asexuality is coming out to people and having them laugh and tell you ‘when you find the one’ Asexuality is trying to enter spaces that promise acceptance and being told ‘but you’re straight’ Asexuality is trying to enter a relationship, worried that if you tell them they won’t give you a chance and worried if you don’t you’re just leading them on
Asexuality is living in a culture that finds sex so vital half the world revolves around it, and never understanding
Asexuality is being told you have it easy, so often you doubt any of your problems are real
I’ve had a few requests for Lapidot, so I thought I would post an all-around response here! While I am a big fan of multishipping and Lapidot was my first Peridot ship, I really can’t guarantee I will be drawing more anytime in the near future. Luckily, there are a lot of creative people in the fandom who pull it off a lot better than I could!
Like I mentioned in an earlier post, my perceptions of Lapis in the current canon require her to be almost completely OOC for me to piece together any sort of healthy relationship/development between the two. And for lack of a better description, that’s like empty calories for my creative side.
To illustrate, this is my muse on (current canon) Lapidot, you can probably see it in the art I’ve alreadydone:
Which can be cute and in-character, but there’s not a lot of what makes Peridot the tiniest, angriest space dorito there!
Whereas this is my muse on The X-Files Perinaldo/Deny Everything:
Even platonically, she just feels a lot more well-rounded and dynamic to me in this context. Plus she even gave me a fusion idea on top of it!
….yes, Chrysoberyl was accidentally born at a Halloween rave while doing The Monster Mash. How does that make you feel. It kinda made the Crystal Gems irritable
Anything is possible for the future! But for right now, your princess artist is in another castle boat, haha